January 2010
16 posts
“Did you say it? ‘I love you. I dont ever want to live without you. You...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
December 2009
59 posts
:(
i always thought that i was one of those smarter girls… the kind that was too wary to have anything pulled over on me. i was wrong.
i feel like i’m going to throw up everytime i think about it. i feel so horribly pathetic. but how was i to know that this was going on?
one thing is for sure though, i’m swearing off feelings for anyone until i know for sure that i am ready. i...
piercings rant.
well. i was actually having second thoughts about getting it, but you’re obvious distaste and biased opinion has further encouraged me. bitches. i love being eighteen.
alyssa: well it's not like you're a shut-in that doesn't do anything. I think you just have to keep trying and moving forward.
alyssa: although, if you start channeling Bella Swan, I will hit you. just an fyi. lol. (just kidding)
kasey: lmao.
kasey: i'm not that fucked up. or so i think.
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formspring.me
Ask me anything http://formspring.me/svenwyn
facebook = fail
of course, when i actually feel like using it, my account is under maitanence. ugh.
the point of this though, is to rant;
i’m sick of being confused all the time. i’m sick of being unhappy. i’m sick of waking up in the middle of the night to an incoming panic attack. i’m sick of feeling like i’ll never have what i want again. all i want, is for things to go...
“pick me. choose me. love me.”
mornings.
sometimes, i really hate getting up in the morning. i feel stuck in despair, like i’m never going to get rid of this feeling. even after having an amazing day yesterday, i still feel like this. i wish it would go away. i want to be happy all the time again. i know what i want… but i don’t think i’ll ever have it again… it sucks, feeling like this all the time.
i want...
…butterflies?
i wish i still made you feel like you were on top of the world, the way you used to say i made you feel.
don’t fall asleep, don’t fall asleep,...
petland and puppymills. →
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petland supports puppymills.
Travis: I got kick out of petland..... lol
Kasey: lol, why? XD
Travis: Well i was asking about the corgi and said "ive herd petland get's dog's from Mills and i was jw if you got this one from a Mill? they said why would you even excuse us of that
Kasey: hahha. because it's true. instead of backing up with facts they went straight for the defense.
Travis: and i was like that's what i red on the internet and they told me to leave. haha
Kasey: haha, what bastards.
Travis: haha i know! i was laughing
screw you Knucklerot, for not being in the area we were told you were in, waiting for a half hour, and then finding your fatass farther north. i hate you, and when i’m level 20 your ass is grass. ><
hahha. wow makes me an angry person. :3
i feel like,
i might be able to start living again. the tension melted in your arms, and i know now that maybe we can start over and have the friendship we both deserve. i will always love you, and i’m glad you know that.
BE Hunter.
Kasey: apparantly my blood elf enjoys looking like a bondage whore.
Alyssa: with her hair, i'd say more of a dominatrix.
Kasey: buuhuu. D':
maybe someday you’ll love me again.
oh. did i mention?
FUCK YOU.
“There is neither happiness nor misery in the world; there is only the comparison...”
– Alexandre Dumas
MCS and Twilight.
Kasey: pewp. i want to cry now. justin is going to turn into a sparkly mormon vampire loverrr ;~;
Alyssa: HAHA
Kasey: OMG. THEY ARE GOING TO MAKE MATTY INTO "ONE OF THEM"!
Alyssa: wut?
Kasey: you wait and see. next time we see him he'll be sparkly. then, then there will beez intervention. i know a guy who has a white kidnapper van we can borrowz XD
Alyssa: LMAO. fer totes.
Kasey: *gigglesnort*
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Dear MCS,
i can live with you being signed to a major label. i can live with a shitty album. one out of four isn’t horrible.
what i can’t live with?
you guys WRITING a song for that goddamn cult known as Twilight. that is the ultimate fucking fail EVARRR I’M SO DISSAPOINTED IN YOU GUYS. ;~;
i has a major sad.
a year ago today.
at the show you leaned in to speak in my ear, it was so loud in there. i had to pull away because you made the butterflies in my stomach freak out.
you held my hand under the table at four seasons; no one else could tell, but i loved it.
when nathan and paloma got out of the car, you didn’t leave with them. you stayed with me. you met my friends and held my hand in line at tropicana, and...
today, the 6th, was supposed to be one of the best days ever. it was supposed to be happy and shared with someone i care/d about deeply. instead i will spend it alone, trapped in thoughts of what used to be.
i don’t know if i want closure anymore. i think all i want for christmas is a second chance.
i’m stupid.
family fun.
This is entertaining. We’re all playing bingo right now in the basement, but I’m too tired to keep up. Screw you runny nose and clogged sinuses. D:
Looking forward to lazertag if my sides stop hurting!
dear you,
i wish you’d let me in. and you were wrong, i’m not fine.
love, me.
hah.
i like how the guy on fox news channel pretty much told that guy from alabama that the crimson tide had no chance against the florida gators, then continued to make snide remarks while he was talking.
fox news = assholes, yet again!
“From the falsest smile to the fear of death is why the pain reminds us that...”
– Motion City Soundtrack, “Feel Like Rain”